Today I Lit A Candle

Today I lit a candle
When I was caught in the middle
Of a service marking fourteen memories;
Most of us were crying,
Some of us were sighing
At the horror of such a tragedy;

And then the preacher sang a lesson
That was a sad confession
To the longing left within our lonely hearts;
He sang about forgiveness,
And let us all bear witness
To the changes that we would have to start.

It was a song of hope and sorrow,
A testament to follow such a crime,
Our voices joined together in the chorus;
We were all joined in spirit for that time.

The candle's flame it flickered
When I blew on the wick, but it
Could not be extinguished by my breath;
Even though I would be leaving,
I could not end my grieving
Or the memories that still live on in death;

And I remembered the weeping,
The sounds that are still creeping,
When I lay down to go to sleep at night;
She stood right there beside me,
Barely conscious of me,
Singing, knowing that we had the right.

She sang a song of hope and sorrow,
A testament to follow such a crime,
And our voices joined together in the chorus;
We were all joined in spirit for that time.

Today I lit a candle
When I was caught in the middle
Of a service marking fourteen memories;
I barely held back my tears,
But still I couldn't see clear
Why so many lives had changed eternally;

And then the preacher sang a lesson,
Oh, it was a sad confession
To the longing left within our lonely hearts;
He sang about forgiveness,
And he let us all bear witness
To a brand new life that we would have to start.

It was a song of hope and sorrow,
A testament to follow such a crime,
Our voices joined together in the chorus;
We were all joined in spirit for that time . . .

© 1994 Paula E. Kirman


"Today I Lit A Candle" was written by Edmonton-based songwriter Paula E. Kirman in mid-December of 1994. She was moved by what she witnessed at a memorial for the fourteen women killed at L'École Polytechnique in Montreal in 1989. The memorial was held on the Univeristy of Alberta campus on December 6, 1994, and was an ecumenical service led by an Anglican minister. This song describes what Paula saw, heard, and felt as she held her candle up along with those of the many others who attended.
"Today I Lit A Candle" is dedicated to the memories of:

Genevieve Bergeron, Helene Colgan, Nathalie Croteau, Barbara Saigneault, Anne-Marie Edward, Maud Haviernick, Barbara Maria Klueznick, Maryce Laganiere, Maryse Leclair, Anne-Marie Lemay, Sonia Pelletier, Michele Richard, Anne St.-Arneault, Annie Turcotte

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